Redemption for Jaycee

by Lesley on August 30, 2009 · 2 comments

in christianity,make-you-think

I was nine years old when Jaycee Lee Dugard was snatched off her street in South Lake Tahoe. I, like her, had long blonde hair and snaggled adult teeth that hadn’t yet been straightened by braces. We probably would have been interested in the same things: Barbies, helping mom cook, books. But unlike Jaycee, I got the chance to grow up on my own terms, the way children are supposed to. Jaycee lost her innocence at 11 years old. She will never get her past back, in this world. Neither will her two daughters.

I thought about Jaycee a lot this week. Many people across the country have followed her story, not believing such a horrific crime could take place in their own backyards. (Click here to read a story in today’s Sacramento Bee about Jaycee). The day after she reappeared, I stood in our bathroom brushing my teeth, thinking about her young face and what it might look like today. She is likely very pale. Her eyes do not hold the same joy of her youth. She has grown into her teeth, and her body has changed. She is a woman now, a mother. She cannot tell her daughter’s stories of her youth. She cannot offer them advice and wisdom. She cannot protect them. While she may have been found alive, she was not found safe. She has not been safe for 18 years.

I say that I believe in redemption, but her story challenges my faith. I want to believe that Jaycee’s story can be redeemed. I know Jesus conquered a cross that was painful and horrific. I know what happened to Him was undeserved and criminal. I know that out of His suffering came grace and redemption for us all. Can I believe the same for Jaycee? I pray first for her redemption, and I pray next for my own belief that it can truly happen.

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Dad

"She was found alive but not safe." Insightful words, Lesley. The world is full of many wonderful and caring people and it is my belief that most people are in fact, good. There are truly evil people in the world and with close to 7 billion people on the planet, if just 1% are evil, that means there are 70 million evil people walking among us. Sadly, I think the 1% figure maybe low.

Alysun
Alysun

It is an awful thing to learn about. I can't get my mind around it and feel such sorrow for all this girl went through. I remember feeling this same utter sadness while looking at pictures of women captured and tortured by the Natzi's and used as human experiments during WWII. All we know is that Christ himself felt the depth of human suffering and He alone has power over sin.